Head is spinning. Hands are clammy. Heart speeding a mile a minute. Oh please don't let me start hyperventilating. Please!!
Breathe....breathe....you can do this. Don't let them see you sweat. How embarassing will that be?
I'm sitting in a chair. In a computer lab. Of a noted university. Surrounded by students young enough to be my children. Students who seem to be very confident. And most importantly, know what they're doing. Me? Not so much.
First clue I will not do so well: the computers are Apples. I'm a PC.
The course is only 6 weeks long. How the heck am I going to concentrate on learning the curriculum when I don't even know how to use the darn computer?
Why am I doing this to myself? Why did I think I could take college courses at my age? What was I thinking?
Not sure how this will end up. Will I have all my hair at the end of all this? Will my family be visiting me in the local mental health facility? Or god willing, will I be glad that I took the plunge and took a chance at being a middle-aged college student?
Stay tuned....I'll let you know how it all works out in 6 weeks.........